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 Author: taylor June 26, 2008 at 00:29:30 
    Yes I know exactly what u mean. Every single drag polutes your lungs, invades your blood stream and brings u 1 step closer to becoming addicted to something u will have to do more over time and will be worse for u. U are intentionally poisoning your body right now and it wasn't even an easy thing to do at first. U had to practice and learn how to get good at polluting your lungs before u could start really being hard on ur lungs lol. Doesn't make sense but it is exciting and fun and u probably even feel proud that u are good at doing it now!

In any case, at the end of summer ur just going to be smoking more, enjoying it more, and very likely hooked so I suspect it is official. U are a smoker and ur gonna keep doing it and although it is bad for u, u are not going to stop. Welcome to the club! :)

I think u should def go smoke at the mall in front of strangers. If u can go to a coffee shop with outside tables and bring a book and smoke while u read it. U will find it very relaxing and enjoyable and it will get u in practice smoking in front of others.

U got to start getting in more practice though. Those lungs need more toxins and pollution lol :)


--- On Wed, 6/25/08, sarah > wrote:

> From: sarah >
> Subject: Re: third week
> To: t
> Date: Wednesday, June 25, 2008, 9:56 PM
> Thanks for the explanation. You are an expert on this.
> Well I smoke 5 to 6 a day on weekdays and two on weekends
> (need to get my parents out of the house more on weekends
> :)).
>
> I definitely like the idea of seeing what its like to be
> addicted and what it feels like to satisfy a deep craving.
> You said it feels awesome and the thrill of it is exciting
> to me. As for life that seems a big commitment. I figure
> i definitely want to smoke all summer and then decide. ( i
> guess if I like it and am addicted to it by then then i will
> cross that bridge at that time) maybee Im rationalizing
> being bad?
>
> I have not smoked around anyone yet. I toy with the idea of
> going to a mall and smoking outside it to see if im
> comfortable with it.
>
> Well i figure I have an hour till teh rents go to sleep so
> I can go have my treat. I have to keep those celia
> paralyzed so they don't clean up my lungs and get out
> that nicotine (that though is bad but is exciting at the
> same time. 		   
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