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Hey guys...and anyone else who cares...... And I mean that in a good way... The likes of Slimv...and Esp. Pete (You Devil You)....I get wood just seeing ya'alls monikers!!! But I digress...It's been so long (for me anyway) since I participated in these boards....That Koolguy and Raucher probably don't even remember me (Just in case that's true....We 3 brought Laura to Life.....I mean.....DEATH!!!!!! LOL)....YES.....IT'S TRUE.....I BECAME A LURKER....Just after the good ol' SFG board went down. It took me awhile to even find the sugar coated boards that arose thereafter....and the few posts I've mad since then have been defending the Dark Side....Surrounded by people who were in denial...and who now are regular.....albeit somewhat mild...posters on this site....Darth MC.....ring a bell?? OK...OK...It's late here in CA....and I've been on strike for the last month...so I'm not only well versed in all pages....I'm 4 sheets to the wind...so don't take offense....ANYWAY.....THIS SITE ROCKS.....Rauch....Once again You've inspired me....Just as you did MANY years ago....w/ the first installment ...on a light board...of "Laura's Lungs"....A turning point.....in fact...a second turning point....Frome total freak for even getting off on F smoking....to feeling OK about that side...to the realization that....FURTHER...I was not alone in KNOWING that the basis of my lust was rooted in the DEEPEST......DARKEST....Annals of Life itself....I had to respond....Back then.... to Laura....But once SFG faded...I figured that I was destined to, once again, A life of Dark Solitude....an outcast...esp. in the Friendly....Happy go Lucky world of Smoky....yet benign....boards that arose thereafter....My few posts....Trying to convince all those in DEEP denial that the Darker side drove this compulsion.....W/ few exceptions (props to MC, even though you towed the "Light" line)...my posts were met w/almost violent anti-dark ferver....So I went into the shadows....Lurking in the Dark....And then came Margaret Your last story on the "OLD" Dark Forum.........An unfinished MASTERPIECE....Raucher...YOU BASTARD.....I was 1/2 a stroke from needing...not only a towel....but at least a new keyboard....if not a whole new system when you said..."To BE CONTINUED"....I frantically searched....all the way to this board for at least another installment....That's when my imagination came back to death...And while I've lurked a week or 2 since then......I've finally metastisized...and HAD to make myself symtomatic....NOW that the end (of my Lurk) is near......Shall we innoculate??? ( Keep in mind ....I'M RIPPED now....I can d better...)
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