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Story part 2 ,2 months later sorry
 Author: ad August 25, 2001 at 22:58:20 
    By age 9 Beverly had already been smoking 1 or 2 a day. she would sneak them and run to the bathroom light up and watch herself in the mirror. She remembered those Pall mall unfiltered put out a lot of smoke. But oh how she thought she was cool. And how she looked forward to getting home from school and lighting up. she thought all day about filling her lungs with smoke.
She was so careful to amke sure she never got caught. but one day it finally happened. Her mother walked in as Beverly forgot to lock the door. Beverly remembered how scared she was. she dropped the cigarette in the toilet but it was too late she was still exhaling.
She remembered her mother yelling beverly waht are you doing and she stammered uh nothing. "You were smoking" her mother said. Beverly replied, "I just thought i'd try it".
"Come down stairs now", her mother said. After getting downstairs, her mother tossed her a pack of Pall Malls and said now lets see you smoke. Beverly shook her head no and her mother said you have to I saw you now have one. Beverly, embarassed, lit up. As soon as the smoke hit her lungs she felt glad she was smoking with her mother.
Her mother lookd at her and said well you are a smoker. I won't try and stop you after all I smoke a lot. You probably shouldnt smoke it will stunt your growth. (This was before the first surgeon generals report). But her mother imposed some ground rules. no one was to know she was smoking. She wasn't allowed to smoke outside the house or tell anyone she smoked. She definitely wasnt allowed to help her friends smoke either. But she could smoke as much as she wanted.
Even though she had to keep it hidden in no time she was smoking 2 packs a day. A few years went by and she continued smoking Pall Mall like her mom. Then one day, watching the evening news they heard the surgeon generals report. Her mother was horrified. Beverly read more about it in the paper the next day. Far from being horrified it kid of excited ehr. She didn't know why, but it did. The next afternoon afer school she took the paper into her room and lit up while reading it. She inhaled whenever she read about lung cancer. She found herself getting so excited when she read about black lungs. Finally she put the paper down, lit another Pall Mall and inhaled deeply over and over fingering herself. The ashes were dripping on her now emerging breasts. The feeling she got making her lungs black and imagining lung cancer were so stimulating. she fingered herself through the total wetness all the while wondering how black her lungs were and how black they would get. Finally with one last deep inhale she shuddered. She had never felt anything like that before. All she knew was that it was wonderful and even more so when she thought of what her lungs would be like.
    
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