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My girlfriend
 Author: pete November 14, 2001 at 13:25:28 
    Hello again

Just thought i give you a quick girlfriend story. I mentioned her briefly in the posts describing my mother-in-law. She is 28 years old and has fortunatley inherited many of her looks from her mother, she has the same dusky complexion and dark hair and the most amazing blue eyes (which is strange for someone with such dark hair). Anyway she has been a smoker for about ten years now, she goes through phases where she smokes heavily for a while and then she seems to ease off (unlike her mother she is a marlboro lights smoker, she changed from the reds about 3 years ago, although she does the odd packet of reds now and again). She doesn't exercise and works in an office, she has a good figure although recently she's put on a few pounds. She's getting to that age where she may now have to work a little to keep her figure. AS you can imagine from my other posts it's been a pretty stressful time over the last year for her.
Last weekend we were going out as foursome with some friends of mine. The first signs of trouble came as she was putting on her make-up and getting ready. During this ritual (like most female smokers) she always smokes. It's one of my favoutite moments. I love the contradiction of a woman taking so much care on her appearance while coating her delicate lungs in black sticky tar. Often i cant keep my hands off her at this stage, she always seems perplexed and tries to avoid kissing as she's just applied her lipstick.
Anyay i thought it was strange and from my point of view alarming, but i said nothing. Before leaving the house i asked her if she had her cigarettes. She said she wasn't going to smoke tonight. What! wer'e going on a night out and she's not going to smoke, this is unheard of in the five years we have been together.
In the car she said she'd been thinking about giving up for a while, she said quite often she gets a stuffy feeling in her chest and she thinks especially now might be a good time to quit.
I have never told her of my fetish, never had too , she has always delivered without any prompting from me. Well out of the blue before i had even time to think of what i was saying i told her that i thought she was one of the sexiest smokers i know. She just looked at me and said: "what?". Well there was no turning back now so i explained a little of why i find her smoking an attractive plus and not a negative i even tried to alieviate some of her health concerns by stating she smoked a milder brand than her mother and she is still young enough to quit later.
She was surprised and she wondered why i handn't mentioned it before now, she seemed quite amused and at one unnerving point even said :" Will i find it sexy when she's in an early grave" (you really dont want to hear the truth on that one honey). I managed to throw in all the old cliches of old time movie stars, bad glamorous women and the plain old fact that when a beautiful women smokes it's just damn sexy!
Later that night about halfway through the evening she disappared into the bar. I thought she had gone to the toilet. About five minutes after she returned she open her handbag and pulls out her cigarettes. She even asks me coyly if she minds if she has a cigarette. Anyway that night she put on quite a display with her new found power. We had quite a session when we got back home. Of course one of the best bits is the morning after. That lovely morning smokers cough of hers, that wet rattling of the mucus shifting under those round breasts, that black tar coating and gently resrticting the work of her once innocent lungs. Of course she has no idea of such dark thoughts. She's been told she a sexy smoker, now she has another reason to smoke in fact she might even think herself lucky she doesn't have a boyfriend who naggs her to stop smoking and of course like many smokers, She doesn't think she's going to die from smoking that only happens to other people. She's 28 she looks great, she's been told she looks even better with a cigarette in her hand she thinks she's going to live forever, who cares about that little stuffiness in her chest.
Anyway you tell a women she's doing something sexy and even if it kills her she wont want to stop. She hasn't mentioned quitting again so all's well at the moment. I'll keep you updated. Unfortunately her mother is still on the straight and narrow.

Anybody else got any similar experiences? or maybe just
some thoughts on the above.
   
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